There's nothing like a pale pink camellia in all its glory, not even another camellia of a different color!
Most of the camellias here are the dark pink/fuchsia kind, which I don't care for very much--a pity since they're almost the only flower that blooms through full winter. This one pleased me <3

On the other hand, it probably really is a good sign that you can notice it's bad.
let's hope so :)